Today is a two pill day. The first of many I am sure. I took one with my chocolate donut and coffee as I wrote this. The second I need to remember to take early. The anti-smoking medicines cause insomnia if you don't space them right, or so they say anyway. I tried desperately last time to take one in the early morning and one in the afternoon and still had insomnia the entire 3 months I was quitting last time. I guess I should look at the bright side though. I was really productive.
A Note On Staying Busy: I am hoping to stay busy and smoke less today. Being out and away from home means I smoke less because most places are no smoking and I hate to stand in front of a building's doors and smoke next to their ashtray. I think the phobia all goes back to when I was younger and sneaking cigarettes. The windows make you feel "caught". Also, for whatever reason I have never been the kind of person to pass my cancer around. This is the same reason I never smoked in my house or car...
Chore lists are great for busy work:
Drop off the munchkin
Buy groceries
Pick up dry cleaning
Go to yoga
And if I must be home at some point today: Clean House!
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