Goal 1: Quit Day!

For the last two days I had no power. I also found out about some very large and stressful revelations about this coming year. I knew when I said that I was quitting again my life would become fundamentally unmanageable. It comes with the territory but this morning it is not snowing. This morning my power is on and my son is headed for school, my husband for work. Me? I am going to the gym. Yep I am out of bed. I smashed all my cigarettes into nothingness this morning and took my pill. I feel bad because I was upset with my husband over nothing this morning and I asked for an extra hug from my son when he offered but I will not allow this to turn me into a sobbing pile of couch goo. This is hard but so is life and I've made it this far. I can do this and I will.